What most people don’t seem to understand is that the ability to go ‘all in’ is dependent on the ability to let go of the outcome.
Fear of the unknown can be debilitating in some people, but it manifests in interesting ways in the rest of us, so much so that we don’t even realize it. We often say “I don’t really care if I get the job” or “my friends convinced me to apply but I told them I’d never get it.”
At least I can say I did my best, I took care everything I could control and let go of the things that were out of my hands. It is what it is. My time will come… it just isn’t here yet. Apparently.