So yesterday I was informed by one of my coworkers that she doesn’t like me. On a fundamental level, as a human being, she does not and never has liked me. She also said that most of the other people who work with us feel the same way.
I’m not going to lie – it hurt. After our conversation I actually went for a drive just so I could cry some of the hurt out. All I wanted in that moment was to run, to leave the situation and never go back. Even now, I thought I made my peace with it but I’m bawling like a five year old.
It’s like, in under 10 minutes she took every single underlying doubt I have about myself and the world around me and said they were all true.
I can’t even finish this right now, to be honest. I can’t even