I don’t know what. I don’t know how. I don’t know why. But something changed around Valentines Day. I fear we might be over. The very idea of that makes me want to cry, scream and vomit. But I’ll step back and wait instead. Whatever happens, I’ll survive and I will be okay. Eventually.
EDIT: Although, I just realized we didn’t get together during the week before my period last month either. I probably thought it was all over then too. Which is why we will calmly (lol) wait and see.
I got really drunk last night. So hung over.