I like what we have going on here. My heart was actually racing with anticipation when texted to say he was on his way here tonight. My body is opening up to him. I understand his movements, our rhythms are in harmony. It is genuinely wonderful what happens when our bodies are naked together.
Tonight I was hit with the image of him laying with her, post coital and all. And I was struck with a moment of jealousy. But this level of involvement is all I want right now, from anyone.
Let’s not forget: the element of not knowing is a genuine turn on.
We have a lot of those between us.